Difference

I think
There is a difference between
Disappointment with a situation and
Disappointment with God

This situation has disappointed me

This situation has made me sad
This situation has broken my heart

Vs

God has disappointed me

God has failed me
God has broken my heart

Maybe it’s a matter of interpretation

Or pain tolerance
What disappointments me
May not phase you

Maybe it’s a flawed

Expectation
That no matter the disappointment
God is close

Maybe it really is that

Some things
Are too precious
To be messed with

And when they are messed with

Disappointment with the situation
Is a flickering flame
But disappointment with God for allowing the situation
Is an inferno

Maybe it is too much to ask

Of a person
To watch a happy whole life
Turn sad and broken

Maybe if God didn’t make me human

I wouldn’t be so disappointed
In the situation
And in Him

But He did

So I am
Go figure