Glad

I am glad
That through
Such dark and
Difficult times
Deep in my soul
I have known
My worth

Known that my value

Is not determined
By the action
Or inaction
Of my depressed husband

Known that my thoughts

And deepening questions
Though rejected as risky
And not supported by many
Were valid

I’m glad too that

I would not accept
God as cruel

Glad I would have

Walked away
From God
If it meant
He was unkind

Glad I respect

Myself
Enough
To reject
What doesn’t
Make sense

I think God

Is glad
About that
Too