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Tuesday, July 23, 2013


Wouldn’t it be amazing

If despite everything
Familiar and comfortable
In my life
Being gone

Despite a Husband
Whose full time job
Is to find his life
And survive

Despite a Church
That avoids
The discussion of pain
Except when it ends well

Despite Friends
Who walk away
When they realize
That the fix is not quick

Despite the tediousness
That comes from
Having to reevaluate
Every conclusion
I've ever made
Or not had to make

Despite a future
that is shaky
at best

Wouldn’t it be amazing
If somehow
In the midst of all this pain
To the core of me

That would be amazing
That would be God