If

If it doesn't work out
I tried
I really did

Tried to support

Tried to work with the way things are
Tried not to be afraid
Tried not to need
Tried to believe in the best
Tried to trust God
Tried to love

Will always love actually

But love is not enough

I don't think I will ever know

The real reason
For any of this

I only know

What our lives
Have become

And that this

Is not working
Anymore