Lost

Early on
Everything was
Lost

I lost me

I lost God
I lost him

And the road back

Or not back
But out of the emptiness
Has been so hard

And along the way

I have found me and
I have found God

But I have not

Found him

He

Is still lost
To me

He

May not
Be back

Or he may

Be back
But not
In time

I just don’t know

How much longer
I can wait

But whatever happens

I am proud of me

I have worked

So hard

I have come
So far

I have changed
So much

I am

So proud
Of that

Proud of all

I’ve worked hard
To get back

But sad

At what still
Remains lost