I’m not sure
What you are now
Are
you a thing
An
eventA state of mind
Can
heavy hearted people
Have
funDoes fun make the heart
Less heavy
I
have memories of fun
Of
timesWhen I was just happy
Not thinking
Just lost in the living
Just being
Skydiving
was fun
Going
to Letterman was funIsland vacations were fun
Concerts were fun
Going dancing was fun
Buying new stuff was fun
Hope was fun
My
life right now
Not
fun
The
only thing
I
would find funAbout jumping out of a plane today
Would be secretly wishing
That the chute
Didn’t open
The
only thing
I
would find fun About planning a getaway today
Would be hoping
That I never
Had to come back
So I don’t think fun
Is what I want
Fun is temporary
I want something more permanent
I
want to be done with this
I
want to breathe again
I
want lack of pain
That would be fun
I would like that a lot
Now how
Can I get myself
Some of that