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Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Reject

I reject you
Simple faith
For saying all suffering
Ends with acceptance
Ends happy
Ends at all

For saying God
Is only in
The type of suffering
That’s resolved quickly
And with grace

For saying  
If you show
How painful
Pain is
You fail

I reject you
When I find you
In churches

I reject you
When I find you
In people

I reject you
When I find
Traces of you
Still in me

I reject you
For failing me

I reject you
For not acknowledging
My difficult reality

I reject you
For erasing my experience
For erasing me
And smiling while you do it

I reject you
For making me feel unwelcome
Unworthy
Guilty for my pain
 
I reject you
So completely

Which frees up
The space in me
I need
 
To figure out
What kind of faith  
I will accept

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