Not to take
My messed up life
Personally
I’ve
decided that
My
painful lifeAnd astounding inability
To get what I want
Out of it
Isn’t because
I made
Worse decisions
Than others
Or because
I did so much wrong
And others did so much right
But simply
Because
I drew the short straw
My
one way marriage
Where
I solve problems While he creates them
Doesn’t make me
A bad judge of character
Just someone who
Wasn’t able
To predict
The future
My
career
That
doesn’t pay enoughTo support two lives
The way I wish
Was a choice
That made sense
At the time
My
inability
To
keep up With the repairs
On my house
Doesn’t make me a bad person
Or an irresponsible planner
Just a person
Without enough money
To fix things
I
am no longer
Taking
personallyWhat has become
Of my life
I
will figure out
How
to fix itI will someday
Move beyond it
I will leave what needs to be left
Let go of what can’t be fixed
But I will not
Take it
Personally
Any
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