Keep God

I had
To get rid
Of knowing anything
For sure

I had

To undo
All I’d learned
About God

I had
To think differently
About the way
God works

I had

To step away
From those
Who couldn’t
Question deeply

Or tolerate

Deep questions

I had to stand alone

I had to make some kind of sense
I had to come to different conclusions

I had to

Do these things

It was

The only way
I could
Keep God