Invisible and Seen

In dreams
Where others
Want to fly
 
I want only
To be
Invisible
 
With my own will
To make myself
Un-seeable
And safe

So I find it confusing

That in my life awake

Being made
To feel invisible
Offends me

When I want

To be invisible
Please let me
Disappear

But also please don’t

Disregard me
When I want
To be seen

I want to be

Both invisible
And seen

Perhaps

I want
Too much